- Get the whole house cleaned up. This will mean some smaller goals of:
- Sort through everything I own and get rid of that which I don't need
- Scan all magazine and newspaper clippings that I have been saving over the years into the computer and get rid of the hard copies (QST magazine is the only one I will be keeping intact.
- Get rid of any electronics that I don't need anymore or are obsolete. Recycle what I can, salvage parts I need and get rid of the rest.
- Get all the bills caught up and current
- Find a new place to live.
- Get out of my depressive slump by:
- Determine everything around me that is constantly tearing me down and holding me in my depression and get rid of it. If it does not have a net positive in my life, it is gone.
- Determine every person in my life that I deal with that is tearing me down and depressing me and get rid of them – again, if they are a net negative in my life, then they do not deserve to be in my life, regardless of how they are in my life.
- Figure out how my job affects me and if it isn't a net positive, then I need to find a new job that is a net positive.
- Post more on my blogs
- Start writing each and every day
- Take at least one photo each day and post one or more to the blogosphere/Facebook/Twitter/G+
- Follow through with my ham radio goals posted on my ham radio blog.
- Get back into painting again. Oil, watercolor – regardless of medium, just do it.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Happy New Year, 2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Reflecting on 2011
Saturday, January 24, 2009
A New Era
Inaugural Address
By President Barack Hussein Obama
I thank President Bush for his service to our nation -- (applause) -- as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.
Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often, the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because we, the people, have remained faithful to the ideals of our forebears and true to our founding documents.
So it has been; so it must be with this generation of Americans.
That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. [A war not born of our own deeds but the deeds of radicals that attempted to quash democracy.] Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of [the Clinton Administration] some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost, jobs shed, businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly [only because of the malpractice insurance that doctors must pay], our schools fail too many [because our children spend more time watching TV and playing video games] -- and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries [because we depend on foreign oil instead of utilizing what we have at home] and threaten our planet.
These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable, but no less profound, is a sapping of confidence across our land; a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, that the next generation must lower its sights.
Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this America: They will be met. (Applause.)
On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord. On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn-out dogmas that for far too long have strangled our politics. We remain a young nation. But in the words of Scripture [Easy there Barack lest you anger the ACLU], the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness. (Applause.)[Does this mean that you are abolishing the discriminatory practice of Affirmative Action?]
In reaffirming the greatness of our nation we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned.[Like money and respect] Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less [So, you are abolishing the discriminatory practice of Affirmative Action]. It has not been the path for the faint-hearted, for those that prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame [Sounds like abolishing the practice of spending years on welfare while driving new cars]. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things -- some celebrated, but more often men and women obscure in their labor -- who have carried us up the long rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.
For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life. For us, they toiled in sweatshops, and settled the West, endured the lash of the whip, and plowed the hard earth. For us, they fought and died in places like Concord and Gettysburg, Normandy and Khe Sahn. [Mr. President, you have testicular fortitude to first anger the ACLU by quoting Scripture, creating turmoil by insinuating that you are abolishing Affirmative Action and now inciting the anti-war peaceniks]
Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions, greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.
This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week, or last month, or last year [or last decade]. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions -- that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America. (Applause.)
For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of our economy calls for action, bold and swift. And we will act, not only to create new jobs [that is what small business is all about], but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We'll restore science to its rightful place [Goodbye Al Gore and Dr. Heidi Cullen! Take your Global Warming claims and false science and stick it where the sun doesn't shine!], and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost [kick John Edwards and the other ambulance chasers to the curb too]. We will harness [get a rope] the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. All this we will do.
Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions, who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short, for they have forgotten what this country has already done, what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage. What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them, that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply.
The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works [Ooops, your quote of Ronald Regan is bad - that should read "In this present crisis, government is not the solution to the problem, government is the problem."] -- whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end [SCORE!!! No more camping on welfare!]. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account, to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day, because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government [Better elect a new congress. One that does not understand pork-barrel spending].
Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched. But this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control. The nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our gross domestic product, but on the reach of our prosperity, on the ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart -- not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good. (Applause.)
As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our Founding Fathers -- (applause) -- our Founding Fathers, faced with perils that we can scarcely imagine, [We face perils today that our Founding Fathers could not fathom.]drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man -- a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience sake. [But you are willing to give up on Iraq for expedience sake.](Applause.)
And so, to all the other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born, know that America is a friend of each nation, and every man, woman and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity. And we are ready to lead once more.[And if you are wanting to fight us, then prepare to meet your doom as we can also be your worst enemy and kick your butt - the decision is yours.] (Applause.)
Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with the sturdy alliances and enduring convictions [and the chutzpah of one Ronald Regan]. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.
We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort, even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we'll work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. [Obama, have you not heard? The planet is actually cooler today than it was eight years ago when Mr. Bush gave his first inauguration.]
We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense. And for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken -- you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you. [Like I said...](Applause.)
For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus, and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.
To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West, know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. (Applause.)
To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit [like Governor Blagojevich]and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history, but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist. (Applause.)
To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to the suffering outside our borders, nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.
As we consider the role that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who at this very hour patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages.
We honor them not only because they are the guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service -- a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves.
And yet at this moment, a moment that will define a generation, it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all. For as much as government can do, and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child that finally decides our fate.
Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends -- honesty and hard work, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism -- these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history.
What is demanded, then, is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility -- a recognition on the part of every American that we have duties to ourselves, our nation and the world; duties that we do not grudgingly accept, but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character than giving our all to a difficult task. [I could not have said that better. My sentiments exactly, Mr. President.]
This is the price and the promise of citizenship. This is the source of our confidence -- the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny. This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed, why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall; and why a man whose father less than 60 years ago might not have been served in a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath. (Applause.)
So let us mark this day with remembrance of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At the moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words to be read to the people:
"Let it be told to the future world...that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive... that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]."
America: In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.
Thank you. God bless you. And God bless the United States of America. (Applause.)
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
One For The History Books
Now that it is over, one would think that I would be able to get on with life, but that is simply not the case. For the first time in my life, I am actually scared of the government and the direction that this new administration is going to take us. I honestly do not trust Obama. Likewise with Nancy Pelosi and Harry Reid. The three of them together have the power to do just about anything that they want in Washington - all without any checks and balances. Mark my words, for at least the next two years, President Obama will not use his veto power. Why would he use it when congress takes the same liberal view as he does.
I am totally fearful that the next two years, at the least, will see attacks on the Second Amendment, higher taxes for those of us that work and more entitlements for those that do not. I also foresee appointments to the US Supreme court as well as the lower courts of judges that not only take an extremely liberal interpretation of the Constitution and the laws of this country, but also legislation from the bench.
America wants change and that is what we will get, but I doubt that the change will be for the better. Entitlements, more government programs and more tax and spend. That is what we will get - same as any other liberal government.
The one good thing that I see from this election is that it is proof positive that Affirmative Action is no longer needed, but it will still be here in four years.
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
...And Then Again (God Has a Sense of Humor)

I should have known that just as soon as I thought of and started writing that last post on Perspective is Everything, God would throw a comment in there for me.
This morning, I prepared for work, listening to the weather radio and taking into account the fact that it was indeed warm - so warm in fact that virtually overnight all of the snow melted - but slated to get colder as the day wore on. I dressed for what I thought was appropriate for today with all the extras for this evening's wind and colder temps. I forgot that God would kindly bring me back to humility.
At midnight, we were at 39°F. Our high today was 41° at 5am. The low so far (as of 10pm is -6°F. However, you must also realize that the wind is howling at a brisk 30MPH gusting to 40MPH which translates to a wind chill of -35° to -45°F. If the National Weather Service models hold out, we could have wind chills between -45° and -50°F tonight.
As far as "perspective" is concerned, that means a shift of 50° (or 100° if you factor in the wind chill). Much more than I was talking about a couple days ago.
All this proves two points for me. One is that God has a pretty interesting sense of humor and, two, this IS Iowa where if you don't like the weather today, stick around because it will be different tomorrow.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Perspective is Everything
Living in the Upper Mississippi River Valley, we have a wide range of weather. Our climate affords us temps that are well below zero in the dead of winter and in the upper 90's in the heat of the summer. This winter has been a bit on the colder side of our norm and there has been more snow this winter in comparison to the average. Though it is hard for a desert rat like myself to get adjusted and acquainted with, you learn to cope and adjust by wearing the proper amount of layered clothing and the right thicknesses depending on the weather conditions. For me, this can include a pair of sweats, a pair of cotton socks, a pair of thermal socks, jeans, long sleeve shirt, undershirt, second sweat shirt with hood, insulated coveralls, insulated boots, jacket and gloves. I also take with me extra socks, gloves, knit cap and a head sock - the latter of which is probably the best piece of winter gear that I have ever come across. When I leave for work in the morning, I look like the 'Sta-Puff Marshmallow Man' and it is extremly difficult to bend over and tie my boots up. It is a ritual, but a neccessary one.
Each morning, I get out of bed, check the weather and my email and then turn on the weather radio and listen to the National Weather Service report and forecast. Based on that, I determine what layers I dress in and what I can forego. For the past few weeks, I have had to wear all this clothing as we have been below freezing and I work either outside or spend an extraordinary amount of time outside. This morning was not an exception as the temp was only 20°F so hurridly I threw on all my layers. It didn't hit me until I was getting in the car outside that I was a little more toasty than I thought I should have been.
A valuable lesson was learned this morning. I have even joked in recent days that we were going to have a heatwave and that I should break out my shorts, but I never imagined it to be true. What I didn't figure into the equation of what to wear was the difference in temp. Yes, it was only 20°F, but it was 30° warmer than yesterday. Comparing the temp this morning when I left for work to yesterday when I left, we WERE in a heat wave.
I know that my ideal comfort temp is around 70°F - same as most people. If I was to add 30° to that, I would be baking like when I was in Phoenix. Take 30° away from that and I am looking for a little more clothing. This I completely understand, but I just was not ready for the surreal experience I had this morning with temps below freezing and the idea that I would have been comfortable with a long sleeve shirt and pants.
Something else that hit me while I was driving to work is the teperature differential over the course of a year here and in Phoenix. From the coldest low in the winter to the hottest day in the summer, here in Dubuque that is a 115° difference. In Phoenix, it is only a 75° difference.
Now, If I could just convince myself that perspective is everything in the summer.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
I Am Baaaaack!
NOTE: This is a rehash of what was said on my Yahoo!360 blog. It is being posted here purely for historical value.
In June, I took a cold hard look at the number of blogs that I had out there. My Space, Spaces Live, Live Journal, Blogspot and (of course) Yahoo! 360. I was overwhelmed and never able to focus on one blog or the other - never mind five distinct and different blogs. I pared down the list to one that I would focus on entirely and the one blog that won hands down was my Yahoo! 360 blog. I was happy with the choice - until now.
This past summer, Yahoo! announced that it was doing away with it's photo sharing site and focusing on Flickr. I was irked, but made the change anyway. It has led to many friends and really allows me an outlet for my photography. Now Yahoo! has made another announcement and I again find myself reeling with the agony and pain of my decision in June.
On 16 October, Yahoo! Community Manager, Mark Warburton announced that Yahoo! was going to transition away from the Y!360 Beta and looking for an alternative format. That created a lot of chatter that Mash was the 'wave of the future' for Yahoo! Call me old fashioned, but I like the current format of Yahoo! 360. I feel kind of let down that there is a distinct possibility that I will lose that. Furthermore, Mark stated that there would be no more support for Y!360.
I should have figured that something had run amok, by the fact that somethings did not update and others fell apart in the translation. I should have seen the writing on the wall, but I ignored or otherwise classified it as a Beta issue. How utterly silly of me.
So, here I am again at that place I was in June - a place of decision making for the future of my blogging/writing. It saddens me because even through my hardest times of turmoil, Yahoo! was there. My readers, though rarely commenting, were there and still are, with close to 12,000 visits to my page. We tracked our move across the US from Phoenix back to our home in Dubuque, Iowa on my Y!360 page and kept our friends we left behind in AZ updated on the move and our transition since being home. There were fun times and there were boring times, which I apologize deeply for the latter.
Yahoo! 360 also gave me something very special - something that I would have never dreamed of. This special moment was just as shocking to my sister "A" and that was the day that I found out my mom was an official blogger. My Auntie soon followed and it was good to keep up with the latest in the family via the net. I hope that that tradition will continue with my mom, Auntie, my bro "D", my other sisters "D" and "T" and all of my friends throughout this transition that Yahoo! is forcing us through. I do love and miss them much, but I hope that this transition does not sever a good channel of communication for us.
Well, I have looked back on my notes of pros and cons from June and I have decided. My decision was pretty easy this time as I had basically chosen the new site at that time, as it was my second choice. Based on the fact that I need to have a wide audience, no spam and the ability to design and layout exactly the way I want, I am going with Blogspot from the fine folks at Google. My Blogspot site will be my main blog and will be linked from my own website. I feel it will be a good change and though I somewhat like the social networking that I get from my Y!360, I will not have that over on Blogger. C’est La Vie.
Please bookmark it and be sure to comment over here. By the way, I will be keeping my Y!360 site up for a little bit, but there will be no further posts there and that site will eventually be closed up.
Before I go, I wish to thank you, the reader, for keeping me going. As I looked at the site and saw the number of visitors increase, it gave me hope that someone out there really cared to take the time to stop in. I also wish to say, ‘Thank you Yahoo!’ You got me started in the blogging and now have pushed me over to Blogspot. Look at me ma, I am all grown up now and blogging on a real blog.
